Some friends of mine mentioned that this year, they were going to forgo yearly resolutions for aspirations instead—a broad set of ambitions, rather than a set list of objectives. It seems like less pressure, allowing you to be more realistic about what you want to accomplish while forcing you to think more directionally and long-term.
So I’m gonna give it a shot.
The only one I’ll write here for now is…
Work towards becoming a part-time artist.
I want art-making be a more regular part of my life. I kept thinking it was just a matter of making time to sit down and draw, paint, write, etc., but when it came down to do it, it was stressful and awful every time. It had been so long since I did it regularly that I’d come to be creatively constipated, worrying and self-doubting what I was making and what I was trying to “say” with my work.
Finally, I came up with an assignment for myself that lets me make something without getting too caught up with all of that: to make a big 30″ x 40″ painting of a California poppy to put up in my living room shared with my roommates. The subject needs to be non-offensive, decorative, and composed and painting well. It took me three straight hours of hand-wringing to realize that I need to just get in the habit of making, so I can at least get the craft of it feeling natural again.
I’ve only really sketched it out and done a color wash (below) but I’m so excited to keep working on it. 😀